at the beginning of May

at the beginning of May was written by my dearest friend, Huda Shahool Hameed during our high school year before she left SMKJ3 for some sort of fancy boarding school.yeah, she wouldn't mind me mocking her school,as i always against the boarding school's uptight rules. now,she still attending fancy school far away in Vienna, Austria talking in germany language all around. she intent to continue in chemical engineering and i ask her to become rich so that she can join my backpacking dream. Alas, i kept this poem as remembrance not just towards my far bestfriend but to bear in my mind how friendship can be truthfull and so sweetly meaningfull. before my friend becomes boastful (because i'll keep saying how good she was and still as a friend), i would like to state my reasons why am i sharing this trophy of mine in my blog because, i felt pity and sympathy towards girls who declared war and anger to their friends because of jealousy. why do we let our heart full of envious feelings and revengeful desire for the sake of petty things like pretty lads and scanty fame? why loose such a loyal friend over precarious boyfriends. make wisdom as our motto girls. better have a sunny day than a rainy one. hence,dont make asking for a second chance as our habit as broken heart left scar: and scar takes time to heals sometimes it never recuperate and remain wounded.


thus,i present you.-trophy of mine.
At the beginning of May-special for wan chan

The shading tears of the day,
made me wonder at the beginning of May,
an inquisitive mind started to spin,
thinking that everything is not what it seem,

a magnificent girl stood alone,
a wonderful poet there on its own,
minding her pal that had gone,
to try the new air of the new zone,

'farewell' was the word from me,
'sayonara' was that from thee,
your tears made mine shaded,
made me realise the friendship we've made,

i was never a brummagem heart when it comes to friendship
for the one motto that i always keep,
to be with anybody with a wonderful heart,
and it is you that made me start,

i felt thankful of knowing you,
i hope you do feel it too,
we'll meet again that's the promise,
at the beginning of May will it be the cherish.

H.lilo.F 6th may 2007
(she include in the paper some illustrations using maker pens,she's not good in doing it..haha)

huda, that date is the last time i saw you.

today is my dearest friend,afrah's 19th birthday, i couldn't manage to get her kitten's necklace that she wanted so much in time nor can bake a lovely cake or cook something verrrryy delicious(because it wont be a surprise,i'll ask the recipe from her), but, sincerely from my heart,happy birthday and may allah let our friendship till heavens day.kiss**

heart our friendship.seek friend not foe.leave jealousy take kindness.